New Year's Eve
Well, I’ve always been that kind of girl who felt like the person inside of me was somehow prettier than the reflection of my body. Especially in the past, let’s say, 10 years probably due to the fact that I am a teenager and a girl, and our kind seem to struggle a lot with lack of self-esteem. So, anyway, I tried out some diets, but because of my uncontrollable and unconditional love for food, it simply wasn’t possible for me to make the diets last more than about two weeks or so. Then I tried to convince myself that it was a lifestyle rather than just a diet, but then I stupidly told myself, that since it was for life, it would be impossible not to eat unhealthy, ever. And that is true, but it just became a bad excuse for eating candy and snacky food really fast, so… It didn’t work out either. So now, inspired by watching the Victoria’s Secret Fashion shows, I’m having a new years eve resolution – and don’t laugh – saying that I must eat like a supermodel for a whole year!
Now, to every rule there’s an exception, but to keep myself from using that as a lame excuse. I will from the beginning plan that I can only “fail” 5 to 10 times during 2014.
Actually it’s not like I’m overweight or anything, but I really just want to look perfect, and I’ve wanted to all my life, so now I am doing myself a favour and for once I’m really trying this out, and who knows? Maybe it’s not even worth it…
But I am going to be optimistic, and as far as it's possible I will also try to work out every - or every other day.
Happy new year's eve!
Happy new year's eve!